Monday, March 23, 2009

"I don't mind if these verbs are all wrong"

"My west-door neighbor... barbered some late garden blooms... or, at a later date, defrosted his driveway (I don't mind if these verbs are all wrong)" (179)

I love Lolita so much.  In the end, of my edition at least, there's an interview with Nabokov where he says, however indirectly, that "Lolita is the record of my love affair with the romantic novel English language."  And it really is.  He has so much alliterative fun, I think, for lack of a better word, with this language that he's learned (and arguably mastered?):
"Psychoanalysts wooed me with pseduoliberations of pseudolibidoes" (18)
"pharasaic parody of privacy" (145)
"condition of my glands and ganglia: (174)
"vicious vulgarity" (171)
"umber and black Humberland" (166)
"the days had a lazy lining of warmth" (163)
"lovely live legs" (14)
"all four limbs starfished" (199)
"Welcome, fellow, to this bordello" (183)

His outsider's perspective is so very uniquely valuable to the sheer beauty of his prose style.  I think sometimes our cultural constructs and associations with words, along with our natural self-editing filter, gets in the way when we try to write.  Since English is Nabokov's THIRD language and he grew up in Russia, he lacks a lot of the cultural constructs and connotations that we pick up simply by growing up in a primarily English-speaking place.  I don't know if I'd necessarily notice the "trochaic lilit" of "the words 'novelties and souvenirs'" (148) the way he does... or:
"She.. pouted and dimpled and romped and dirndled" (here we'd say "but dirndl is a scarf!" - and I am making this up - but I imagine Nabokov instead hearing the word and admiring its sound aesthetically, the way it dances off the tongue, discovering the meaning, and using it anyway - in that order)
"the raw rose about the lips" (64) (raw?  the more you think about it, the more it works)
"hot downy darling"
"eyespots of moonlight or a fluffy flowering bush"
"lovely live legs" (but aren't all legs live?  you might ask.  Well, obviously, but we have to try to get past these mental blocks of definitions and concreteness)
"seaside limbs and ardent tongue" (15)
"heartless vaporous eyes" (201)
"Qu'il t'y - what a tongue twister!" (223) - Nabokov isn't native French, either - he does the same thing with this language, twisting it around or using its arrangements to spell out other things - I think we all can recognize "Cue" at this point in the novel, but still, so clever.)
"a super-voluptuous flame permanently aglow in your subtle spine" (he stretches the technical meaning of voluptuous, and it works, somehow, beautifully)
"sparkling girleen" (19)
"my talons still tingling" (206)
"soggy black night" (126)
"a coarse flush had now replaced that innocent fluorescence" (204)
"sinful feet" (214) (again, we have to get past the literal meaning of "sinful")
"faunlet" and "nymphet" and "nympholepts" and "nyphancy" (so like "infancy") and "girleen" and other wonderful made-up words are scattered throughout..

As a native American (har) I sometimes get caught up in the instantaneous connotations of words and Nabokov is so good at either ignoring or not-knowing these that it makes me want to try to shed some of my preconceived ideas about words when writing in order to capture the visceral feeling he does.  It's funny - that what you'd think would be a not-so-solid grasp on the English language has made him an absolute master of it.

Plot Schmlot

Lolita.....oh dear, Lolita.

Sometimes it feels like there aren't enough adjectives in the English language, my trying to think of a way to succinctly describe Lolita is one of those times. Disturbing? Not so much. I think the vast majority of people who find themselves "disturbed" after reading Lolita are actually disturbed at how not-disturbing they find the novel itself. That was a confusing sentence. Hey, there's one: confusing! Confusing fits perfectly. I don't speak French, nor do I have a PhD in English or History, that makes it a tad bit difficult to read this novel. With that being said, my undergraduate eyes aren't blind to the genius that Nabokov spat on that paper. It doesn't take an academic to realize that Nabokov could write circles around 99% of authors who cite Englsh as their first language (which is especially impressive when noted that it was Nabokov's second). One of my favorite parts is in the afterword when Nabokov writes "My private tragedy, which cannot, and indeed should not, be anybody's concern, is that I had to abandon my natural idiom, my untrammeled, rich, and infinitely docile Russian tongue for a second-rate brand of English". Second-rate brand of English, really? If that's second rate, I must literally write in the "as x approaches infinity" brand of English, because I've never thought, written, or said anything as elegant and meaningful as any given page in Lolita.

I remember being frustrated, as a few others were, when we read Reading Lolita in Tehran because it gave away so much of the plot of Lolita, I also remember being doubtful when our fearless leader noted that Plot had nothing to do with it. He was right. Nabokov used plot like Picasso used canvas. He only needed a plot to give his genius something to cling to. Quite often I find "great pieces of literature" annoying because it's obvious the author was more interested in promoting his own knowledge than creating something truly meaningful, but the narrator Humbert eliminates that problem immediately; Nabokov isn't the one speaking French at an annoying pace and making random allusions, Humbert is! Pretentious prick. I know this post seemed to wander from kiss-ass comment to kiss-ass comment, but I'm going to have to digest Lolita a little longer before I can form any kind of decent, organized thesis about exactly how it kicked literary ass. Perhaps by tomorrow morning.

Nabokov and Synesthesia

Content aside, the language of Lolita is so very lush and lovely and vibrant.

Someone twittered about Nabokov's synesthesia earlier, and since I'm such a public radio junkie, I thought I'd share an interview I heard a couple years ago with Nabokov's son Dmitri Nabokov that touches upon both Vladimir's and Dmitri's synesthesia. (And I have a stack of angry, neglected textbooks that need attending to, so I'm also taking the easy way out and just copy/pasting.)

I purchased the program and transcript and I uploaded the program here, so if you guys want to listen to the whole thing or part of it, go ahead and download it. The section with Nabokov is near the end. If not, I'm still posting the "relevant" bits of the transcript here.

http://www.zshare.net/audio/574974370b605102/

GOODWIN: Vladimir Nabokov was a colorful writer in many senses. The author of
several novels including "Pnin" and "Lolita," Nabokov drew on colors
and textures to craft vivid descriptions, but he was also synesthetic.
And some synesthetes say his prose reads as if it were meant to be
visually pleasing, almost like a word painting.

We're now joined by Vladimir's son, Dimitri Nabokov, who is an expert
on his father's work, a writer in his own right and a synesthete
himself. Mr. Nabokov reads from his father's memoir, "Speak Memory,"
and spoke with THE INFINITE MIND's Sharon Lerner.

LERNER: Mr. Nabokov, welcome.

Mr. NABOKOV: Thank you.

LERNER: Your father wrote short stories, poetry and novels. I guess
listeners would be most familiar with "Lolita." Your father also wrote
a memoir. In "Speak Memory," which is really a collection of
autobiographical essays, he describes his synesthesia. Perhaps we can
start with your reading a section from that book, if you don't mind.

Mr. NABOKOV: I'll read a brief section from "Speak Memory." I quote,
"The confessions of a synesthete must sound tedious and pretentious to
those who are protected from such leakings and drafts by more solid
walls than mine are. To my mother, though, this all seemed quite
normal. The matter came up one day in my seventh year, as I was using
a heap of old alphabet blocks to build a tower. I casually remarked
to her that their colors were all wrong. We discovered then that some
of her letters had the same tint as mine and that, besides, she was
optically affected by musical notes.

These evoked no chromatisms in me whatsoever. Music, I regret to say,
affects me merely as an arbitrary succession of more or less
irritating sounds. Under certain emotional circumstances, I can stand
the spasms of a rich violin, but the concert piano and all wind
instruments bore me in small doses and flay me in larger ones.
Despite the number of operas I was exposed to every winter--I must
have attended "Rue Swan," "Empicowood," "Empico Vay Edama" at least a
dozen times in the course of half as many years. And my weak
responsiveness to music was completely overrun by the visual torment
of not being able to read over Pnin's shoulder or of trying in vain to
imagine the hawk moths in the dim bloom of Juliet's garden."

LERNER: Thank you. That was beautiful.

Mr. NABOKOV: My pleasure.

LERNER: So I know that, like your father and your mother, you, also,
have synesthesia. How does your experience with it compare to that of
your father's?

Mr. NABOKOV: It is interesting. My father mentions his mother's
reaction to musical notes. He felt no sensitivity to musical notes
in--insofar as synesthesia goes, but his mother did, and I do, too.
So my life is complicated by the fact that I see the letter A as red
and the note A, or la, as red. But in other cases, I see letters and
notes that may have the same designation in totally different colors.
The letter--the note E, for example, is a--an--an orangish yellow.
And a whole piece--for example, if you take Schubert's "Doppelganger"
in one key and transpose it to another, suddenly the whole piece--it's
not the brightness or lack of brightness that is commonly used in
musical language, but, actually, the visual sensation I get as I sing
it or hear it is totally different, the whole--the whole piece of
music.

LERNER: Did that interfere with your performing as an opera singer?

Mr. NABOKOV: Slightly, because liking certain colors more than
others--for example, I like the color of E-flat--the color and the
sound of E-flat, as a tonality--not as a note, but as a tonality--much
more than E. So I prefer to sing a piece in that tone rather than in
E--in E, if I have a choice.

LERNER: Did you ever speak with your parents about the ability you
share?

Mr. NABOKOV: Oh, yes. Oh, yes. I never had initiated the subject.
But my father asked me when I was somewhere between 8 and 10 to tell
him if I, by chance, associated colors with letters. I was rather
surprised. And I thought, `Yeah, I do.' I--I'd never quite thought
of--in fact, I think many of us do and don't realize it. It's not
such an outlandish thing. But in any case, I noticed that I did. My
C--and he noted these all down in a little notebook--was light yellow.
My E was reddish. My F was brownish red. My R was bluish purple, and
so forth. And the interesting thing is--and I think it has occurred
with other anomalous people like me--is that when I tested myself in
my late 30s, I think, the colors all were the same.

LERNER: Did you speak with your mother about this as well?

Mr. NABOKOV: Yes, my mother had her own colors. Actually, father's
colors, mother's and mine are ch--practically all different.

LERNER: Your father's writings appeal unusually to the senses. He
writes about the scent of fresh violets clinging to a woman's black
veil. And he refers to his own father as hard white and gold. Do you
think, in these cases, he's being synesthetic or is he just being
poetic?

Mr. NABOKOV: It's hard to say. He, himself, realizes that very
often, the imagery is colored for poetic reasons rather than
instinctive ones. So there is a kind of delicate line between the
two. But I think he did see people, ideas, things, whole stories in a
special light. His favorite color was blue. When he had any color he
wanted to choose from for any kind of object that had no particular
graphic connotation, he would more than--often than not choose blue.
And he did--that did extend to the character of people sometimes.

I think it was related, also, to the fact that he was interested in
the graphic arts from a very early age. He began studying painting
under the famous writer--painter and friend of the family, Dabuvinsky,
who would come to the house and give him painting lessons, until one
day Dabuvinsky, when my father was 14 or so and had written his first
piece of prose--Dabuvinsky said, `You should be a writer, not a
painter. You have a painting talent, but your writing talent is going
to be far greater.'

LERNER: Can you recall some other particular instance of synesthesia
in your life?

Mr. NABOKOV: A striking case which suddenly came to mind the other
day that I was thinking about my past was a--as a very young
teen-ager, my sexual awakening and my first intense, sexual experience
was accompanied by huge, strong, geometrical shapes, spheres, cubes
and pylons that filled my mind and that never recurred.

LERNER: Wow.

Mr. NABOKOV: I don't know if anybody else has had that one. There
was another instance in father's earlier collection. I read this only
because it is his first mention together with another poem written in
1918, as is this one, even though he, himself, made a notation at the
bottom saying (foreign language spoken), which means trash the whole
thing because he didn't consider it a good poem. I don't even
remember whether it was he or I who translated it, but in English, it
sounds pretty good to me. He was--just turned 19. It's a nostalgic
dialogue recalling summers in the family estates not far from
Petersburg.

`A gift exists that is unclear to science. One hears a sound but
recollects a hue. Invisible the hands that touch your heartstrings.
Not music the reverberations that ensue within; they are of light.
Sounds that are colored, an enigmatic sonnet was addressed to you that
scintillate like an iridescent poem by Artu Lambeau, their land's
conniving crony. Besides that, there are
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colors that have sound. On limpid, melancholy days in autumn upon the
purple of a maple leaf, I seem to hear the tremulous and distant
hollow re-echo of a horn. The beauty fades, transformed to simple
tunes, a crystal ringing in dahlia's fiery facets, I perceive, on dry
grass midst the cobwebs' motley weave.'

I don't think I'll trash it.

LERNER: It's beautiful. Thanks for speaking with me today on THE
INFINITE MIND. Dimitri Nabokov is the son of Vladimir Nabokov and
Vera, and he's a musician, critic and, can I say, novelist in his own
right?

Mr. NABOKOV: Perhaps budding novelist. The novel is going to pop
out one day, I think, fairly soon.

Lolita- Strangeness.

As much as it disturbed me to think about, I found myself in the same boat as Rachael (on feeling horrified about Lolita) but also, I am by no means a pedophile. There were times when I was reading that I was lost in Nabokov’s ideas and had to step back and think about how he was talking about a 12 year old girl. The way he describes his movements and thoughts towards her, as well as her movements that made him even crazier about her, pretty much force you to feel the way he felt, in a very weird sense. I didn’t know such a disturbing topic can make you relate to HH, all by means of beautiful language. When I first started reading Lolita, I was disgusted by the way he talked about the “Girl Child”, but later found myself completely enveloped in his words. The certain demeanor he uses to get the reader into his world absolutely fascinates me.
The way Nabokov describes Lolita and the scenes with her or watching her, makes you feel like you are there with them, also watching. “My hands swept over her agile giggling legs”, you can just see her sitting there with him.. “Every movement she made in the dappled sun plucked at the most secret and sensitive chord of my abject body.”- made me feel the sun like I was out there with her. The strangest things in this book caught my attention because I was not only reading them, I felt it. Nabokov really is a genius and possibly a little crazy..

Healthy sexuality

There is no morality in beauty. Beauty does not exist because it is "good", but because it is. A cream colored rose does not recognize itself as beautiful any more than puppy recognizes that it's cute. In writing Lolita, Nabokov describes Lolita's "honeyed limbs" and "chestnut curls" in a way that invokes such a strong image of barely ripening sensuality that one can almost smell the warmth on her skin. I read this, at first horrified and then I begin to become more drawn in by his lush descriptors. I read on, actually unable to put the book down for fear that our dear Lo's magic would disapear and the experience would fade into another dull tale of obsession and longing that so permeated my high school reading list. I felt my skin growing hot at Humbert Humbert's first release and then I pulled myself out of the microcosm for just one moment to eat a peanut butter sandwich and realized "she's a child". I was disgusted with myself. I had allowed myself to become so absorbed into Nabokov's mastery that I wasn't indentifying with a pedophile. I was a pedophile. (Disclaimer: only in Nabokov's world, not in reality..I have quite healthy sexuality by society's standards.) This is what Nabokov meant when he said he didn't want the reader to bring their own biases into a work of fiction, there is no place for reality here. Lolita is beautiful. Lolita is not moral. Nabokov was a genius.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Lolita, well you should see her

Oh the things one can find on the internet.


npr Article and Sound Bites on Lolita turning 50

BC Books review of Chasing Lolita: How Popular Culture Corrupted Nabokov's Little Girl All Over Again

Fashion trend in Japan

Description of a director's wife as 'Lolita-esque'

References made about Lolita

Article in Harper's about "cut and paste" in art. Mentions Lolita in first few paragraphs. 

Songs with 'Lolita' in the title. Whether they relate to the book or pop-culture interpretations of Lolita is the question. 


I thought these items were interesting and wanted to share them since we are all about to journey into the world of Humbert. 

Monday, March 9, 2009

Porn for women

I've been reading all the old blog entries about how pornography mainly exploits women because its all written from the standpoint of men or whatever that exact Sontag quote is, I don't have my book with me. Pornography doNumbered Listne by men tends to exploit women, include the ultimate fantasies of men, ect. So couldn't it maybe be argued that trashy romance novels are sort of like women's version of porn? Admittidly, I haven't read any, but it seems to me that most (or all) are written by women, and contain lots of steamy sex scenes. These books, like porn in the normal sense, don't really develop characters, or have important plots. I'm sure it'd be a stretch to call them literature. They portray women's ultimate fantasies, getting swept of your feet in some ludicrously romantic way, something is unlikely to happen in real life, just like two super hot girls with huge tits probably aren't going to be willing to sleep with you at the same time in real life. I realize that kind of fuels the "women want to be loved, men want to be fucked" sort of stereotype, but I'd be willing to argue there is some truth to that.